finally starting to feel those rays

phew - it has been a hard few months - still dealing with the issues, but today i felt free and light. i laughed, i smiled, my boss took notice. i am trying to remind myself that i feel good, even when i don't feel good - it seems to be working - thank you, universe - please do not plunge me back into that darkness again. i know that i am only human, but it irks to have all of the tools and somehow not be able to use them - to feel powerless against the darkness - no longer!